FAVOURITE FICTIONAL MALES

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Happy valentineeeee!!!!!!!!! (apologies for that) but seriously happy valentine. Truly each day should be filled with acts of love to those special to us and pretty much everybody around us but honestly life is not always easy and sometimes mundane things get in the way of the important so taking time out to celebrate not because it’s culture or because everybody is doing it but because you just want that person to know that if for some reason you’ve being unable to express how special they are to you then you’re going to spend the day making it up to them. It’s not the day that’s special, it’s the act done in it that defines it so yes everyday should be used to appreciate those around you but the special days should be made used of also to make things more special.

Anyhoo in honor of this day am going to do the fictional boyfriend tag but that makes me sounds funny to me so am going to call it…..well what’s up there….and talk about my current top 5 favorite male characters and why I like them.

WARNING THERE MIGHT BE SPOILERS

1. Adam  Hauptman Alpha Wolf of the Tri-Cities (Mercy Thompson series)– he won Rhysand for the top spot by a margin….actually by a lot but just a little (that doesn’t make any sense….insert eye roll). Truth be told Adam is my exact kind of man, am always over thinking things so I sometimes ask for advice from people (after worrying my brain to death). I might not end up taking it but hearing another person’s perspective helps to clarify things, so I like a man that has a good head on his neck, mature and authoritative but not a bully or a dictator. And those reasons are why Adam is no 1, the fact that he gave Mercy a free rein to live her life even when he worries for her safety  but also he knows when to step in and take control of the situation. I like the fact he’s possessive and dominant but not in creepy fifty shade way (and it’s mostly because he’s a wolf and also an alpha). I like the fact he doesn’t feel threatened by her self sufficiency but rather encourages her and I like that he’s always there for her when she needs him or gets herself in trouble (not because she actively seeks out trouble but they just seem to find her and she’s always putting herself out there for the people around her). I just really like him as a person and Mercy is one lucky (fictional girl)

 2.  Rhysand, High Lord of the feared Night Court (A  Court of Mist and Fury)- this guy needs no introduction ( A Court of Wings and Ruin countdown). I like him for who he is, powerful, self sacrificing, patient, wise and supportive partner. But the difference between him and Adam qualities is more relatable to as a person but Rhysand is relatable to who is as a powerful fayre (the most powerful of them all) so as much as I like him there’s still the awareness of him not being human but even though Adam is wolf, he’s character is relatable in a guy next door vibe (in as much way as a wolf can be seen as the guy next door but you get my gist). I don’t have much to say about him cuz I already fan girl on him in my review of TCMF plus I mention him in almost all my book reviews which tells you he’s a fav.

 

 3 Aaron Warner (Shatter me series)- Warner Warner Warner (or should I say Aaron)…….what to say about you. I always find myself short of word to describe the feels Warner    gave me from the shatter me series (even in the book review I wrote on the book, to be uploaded Thursday). Warner  is a guy on his own lane and he makes no apologies for who is even though that person is a  hard one to love because of what he’s had to do and endure. I like how he told her not to try and change him not because he thinks he’s a good guy but because he knows she needs to come to term with who he is. Juliette was coming to him with a jaded belief so I see his point. I would love to say more about him but I just don’t really know how to compartmentalize (warren makes me use big words) him so…..

 

4. Kaz Brekker (Six of Crows)– Kaz is also a favorite not looking from a romantic perspective but for his skills, ability to always be steps ahead and everything that makes him kaz. He’s a favorite and I smile when I hear/read his name in a review.

 5.Magnus Chase (Magnus Chase and the Gods of Asgard series)– also falls in the same category as Kaz for me (not considered from a romantic perspective) but Magnus is so funny!. Magnus chase was the first work of Rick Riorden I read so I might be partial when I say he’s the funniest of Percy and him (haven’t continued with the Lost Heroes so I can’t really say much about Leo or Apollo). Magnus is witty, and I got sold from the first line of the book.

 

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I know what I want
I think I even know how to get there
But who will become along the journey
What would I have to do to get there
What will be left of the old me when I get there
Will it survive?
The part of me I cherish
Will it be worth
but I can’t stay here either
I have to move
Cuz life waits for no one
But to which future
To the one I think I want at the risk of loosing myself
Or the safe one with lesser risks
Comfort or Glory.

IN A CROWD

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What’s worse than being lonely?

Being lonely in a crowd

Worst than that?

Being lonely in a crowd by choice

And that’s worst because

It’s not really by choice

It’s out of fear of being fucked over

So mingling but never belong

Give but never take

See but never show

Bleed out for but never allow to be bleed for

It’s lonely

But there are worst things than being lonely

Like having your heart ripped out

Vampire dairies style

One  moment pumping

And the next ripped and crushed

Yeah there are worst things

Nobody said knowledge was easy

Nobody said wisdom was freeing

Remember

Uneasy lies the crown wearing head

Shit……

DAY AFTER SHE DIED

The room was quiet ,so quiet a pin drop will be heard , a very strange happening in a house with a full family where everyone also has their family already .Even the little kids are aware of the tense situation and were silently clinging to their parents loins.

Knowing what was coming apparently didn’t help to lessen  the blow of it’s effect and even though it was a relieve that their mother, grandma to the little ones finally took her last breath after fighting  the sickness for the past two month, they still wish it was all a lie, that she wasn’t dead  and someone will jump out of a curtain telling them it was just a prank and that she is fine.

The ring of the phone rang loudly through the entire house and no one made an attempt to pick it because the response from the other end of the receiver will finalize what they know to be already true but wished was otherwise.

Standing up on shaky  legs grandpa ALEX picked the phone with a deep throated “hello”

And the fall of their grandpa as he dropped the phone told them all they need to know, grandma is truly gone and if care is not taken grandpa is not far behind.

What a morning it was, the morning after she died when things took a shift in another direction for the family.