Breathe

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Breathe, yesterday’s over

Lived to die another day

Smile to welcome the new day

Let the troubles of yesterday stay there

Let the wisdom for today flow in

Through the roses and honey

Breathe

Through the mud and moss

Deep breathe

Through the wave of agony

Please breathe

Through all and eveerything

The high, the low and the very low

Breathe and keep putting one foot ahead of the other

That’s the secret to pushing forward

Don’t let the storms sink your ship

Raise your flag up high

Cuz “God with us”

Breathe

IN A CROWD

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What’s worse than being lonely?

Being lonely in a crowd

Worst than that?

Being lonely in a crowd by choice

And that’s worst because

It’s not really by choice

It’s out of fear of being fucked over

So mingling but never belong

Give but never take

See but never show

Bleed out for but never allow to be bleed for

It’s lonely

But there are worst things than being lonely

Like having your heart ripped out

Vampire dairies style

One  moment pumping

And the next ripped and crushed

Yeah there are worst things

Nobody said knowledge was easy

Nobody said wisdom was freeing

Remember

Uneasy lies the crown wearing head

Shit……

Inspired by a story

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So I lay in a pool of my own blood

The steady drop of it oneness with my heartbeat

Crimson red or tomato red I can’t say

Forgive me for my color blindness

At least now I can blame it on the loss of blood

They say when you’re about to die

Your life flash before you

But all I can hear is your voice

Repeatedly ,over and over

Like a broken record

Congratulation your wish is about to come true

Damm you cuz you cant even let this moment pass

I still as I  hear your voice in my head

You were the only one to ever scale the walls

I was surprised

But more surprised that you wanted to stay

When you started talking of the beauty outside

And I began to wonder what it was like

I got scared

When I started wishing to see it

I decided

You had to go

Now I hear you like I did the day I made you leave

Telling me one day if I don’t bring down my tower of thorns

Pricking anyone that dares come close

One day people will stop trying

And I’ll lay dying in my castle and nobody will help

Cuz  nobody will know and even if they do

They wouldn’t care

Well smartass

You were right

Silence ……..

 

 

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On The Road

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Order my steps in your word

By your word guide my spirit

By your light brighten my darkness

By your counsel broaden my understanding

By your fellowship give peace to my soul

By your voice let thy will be known

By your blood let your seal be engraved

By your love let my heart find joy

By your peace calm my storm

By your acceptance let me find rest

Lord my God

The voice I hear

The song of my heart

The light of my countenance

This is Freedom

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Pick a call, make a decision

The noise of their silence roar

Judging with their expressionless eyes

As they seat still their restlessness rubs off

Make a choice, join a race

Their mouth sings from a locked lips

In silence they judge

In patience they hasten

One step to get away

Two steps to get away

More to allow more distance

To keep from seeing the contrast between the speech and action

More steps and then ……..

Down goes the journey

The moment before reaching the bottom

The moment that separates the before from the after

The time when life flashes

And the knowledge that’s obviously too late comes

The roar is within

Their condemmnation is heard

But only because of the voice howling in agreement from within

Quiet the storm inside

And the inner giant can overcome their little yaps

As the splash of the many waters is heard

And despair mix with dread

Final thoughts sings

Maybe the waters will sing the story

Maybe the waters will keep the memories

Maybe one day it will howl it out

And keep another from taking the leap

The roar is within

Down down down

And then a hand reaches

Up up up

The after moment

Deep breathe

This is life

It is good

This is freedom

It is freeing

HUNT

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Something dark and wrong

Brewing under

Something twisted and torn

Patiently waiting

Something volatile and crippling

Waiting to pioneer

All patiently staring

Waiting for an opportunity

Something lovely and pleasant

Visible to all

Something pure and clear

Reflecting for the world

Something good and known

A familiar scent to hunt

A thin line lies between the two

Both raging to stay on top

Both wishing to eradicate the other

Struggles of humanity

Forget what you see

What lies underneath

Thud thud thud

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Thud thud thud

The sound as their feet connect with the floor

All in a haste to get to their destination

No time to pay attention

No time for the one in the corner

Guess they all have their own battle to fight

Still

It would have being nice if someone just spared a glance

They don’t even have to stop

Just a glance

But nobody did

Thud thud thud

Sound of a heart before stopping

No act of kindness is too small

Do something nice for someone

No matter hoe little

Could be the straw that keeps the camel’s bacl