Crazy 315


My momma told me when I was young

People think differently, understand that

And you will get along with anybody

We hurt cuz we expect more from the other

Sometimes we forget

Not everyone thinks and feel like we do

And that’s what fucks us up

Next time before taking offence


Try to see from the others’ perspective

Life is only as hard as we make it

If only we’ll learn to tolerate more

Before that well versed word of insult

Think on how you’ll feel if it was said to you

Then decide if it’ll be worth it

Take time more to be considerate

Let’s start seeing through the other

And enjoy the different facet of life

And if the view is like taking a course on crazy315

In that case

Still enjoy while trying not to end up crazy yourself



Sunday, July 24, 2016  7:33 PM

I like John Bellion ,I think he gets it

I like Sia ,I think she feels it

I like Ed Sheeran I think he’s already conquered

I grieve for Paul Walker ,I think he went too soon

And the song “See you again” by Wiz Whalifa?

Brings me almost to tears

I like Eminem I think he’s mastered how to use words

Am not good with talking about my emotions

Most time I don’t even understand them

And when I do?

I don’t think anybody else will

So I when I hear songs I can relate to

It lights my heart ablaze

I love the Words from the Lord

It gives me freedom and ignites the fire in me

I think am more emotion than blood

And it makes everything so damm hard


RAW 12.07.2016 3:20

So here I am

Stripped of all ego and pride

Bartered, broken and weak

No mirages, no deception, no pretending 

This is who I Am

Not the best I Can be

But also not the worst 

This is me

Mistakes and bad decisions 

All is open to you 

Do you see me? 

With the dirt and thorns

Can you look?

Will you? 

I am here

Not hiding 

Do you see me?

Please say you do

Cuz I need things to be alright 

I need to be told it’ll be alright

Even if not yet 






I read the first book last month i.e A Court Of Thorns And Roses and I liked it a lot so I immediately picked up the second book in the series to read but then I stopped few chapters in ( like 100+ pages in) because it seems the plot was changing and what the first book was built on was slowly being erased. I hate when that happens in books , to have everything have absorbed so far in a book twisted and changed throws me in a loop so I stopped reading. I was a fool. Am so glad I picked the book back up this month after reading countless reviews about how good it was and it wasn’t a lie, it was good which made me  angry at myself that I waited this long to read it but it was also  kind of cool , it’s like finding a treasure.

like everyone’s being saying about this book ,it’s awesome!. The series is my first Sarah J. Mass book and I can’t wait to read her other published works.



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What I really loved about the book was how she introduced the relationship between Feyre and Rhys, it wasn’t rushed. After all she endured for Tamlin in the first book would have had problem understanding if she had just throne it all away for a new love interest . She allowed Feyre to work through her issues first and slowly etched out the relationship between her and Tamlin but not by painting Tamlin as the bad guy at least not straight away. The way she found out she was Rhys’ mate…..priceless. I really really  really like the book for that, sometimes things don’t work out. People change and sometimes we don’t want to accept that cuz letting go even when it’s the right thing to do can be very hard.

Definitely like Rhys more than Tamlin especially after the stupid thing he did at the end. I think the guy’s just broken. Rhys just became my second male fiction character (Adam’s the first, from Mercy Thompson series)

What I learnt from the book

New things is not always bad. Change is constant, we can either work with it  or against it but either way it’ll happen and what we do with it will determine if we’ll stay stuck in the past or soar with the wind to the future. New things can be scary (at least to me it is, except we’re talking gadgets ) but it’s almost never bad (except when it is). Life is what we make it to be.

Patiently waiting for the next installment

I give it 10/10



“R is having a no-life crisis—he is a zombie. He has no memories, no identity, and no pulse, but he is a little different from his fellow Dead. He may occasionally eat people, but he’d rather be riding abandoned airport escalators, listening to Sinatra in the cozy 747 he calls home, or collecting souvenirs from the ruins of civilization.

And then he meets a girl.

First as his captive, then his reluctant guest, Julie is a blast of living color in R’s gray landscape, and something inside him begins to bloom. He doesn’t want to eat this girl—although she looks delicious—he wants to protect her. But their unlikely bond will cause ripples they can’t imagine, and their hopeless world won’t change without a fight”

The book is about a zombie that ” came alive” . The story is told from the point of view of the zombie which must have being hard. The fact that it was told from the zombie’s perspective  made it interesting because he was truly a zombie, the brain eating type and not the reformed type of the TV series zombie. Making something worthwhile out of that view to draw readers in enough to develop interest  in Rrr other than the fact that he’s a brain, flesh eating character must have being hard. Another thing about it was that it was funny at least it was at the beginning and I liked the first paragraph so much I thought I wouldn’t be able to put it down till I finished the whole book.


I think the story is more about the zombie trying to be something more than what his current situation warrants and creating a sort of revolution in the process even though the relationship  between him and Julian was the catalyst that spur the change. Funny  I came across the book in a romantic book recommendation.

Along the line though it kind of lost the zeal it started with and I stopped enjoying it as much as I did in the beginning. I was turning the pages so I could finish and not because I wanted to find out what happened in the next page. Am not saying it was bad but it was like starting at point 10 and then easing down to point 7.


I should probably talk about characterization and world building and all that writer stuff but I know nothing about those sorts so am not going to spoil someone’s hard work by talking about things I no nothing about. If I wanted to though I’ll say it’s got all that sorts and that’s probably what threw me cuz I have short attention span and trying to focus on a concept dragged long confuses  me, I like information passed in small chunks and when useful to the current situation of the book. Other extras and I space out.


The amazing thing about the book was how it stuck with me after reading it, like the taste of a good meal long after eating it. I was grinning about it days after reading  and while trying to figure out what to read next. Will add the next book in the series in my August tbr (if Christ tarries)

I give it a 8/10


Random logs 11.07.2016


Got news school’s resuming Friday,  wonderful!  (not) 


The movie Think Like A Man 2 ?  It’s hilarious, literary lol almost through out. 


I call it good. No craziness, at least no more than usual . Still having problem with the will to action connection but if there’s life right?. Just gotta hope salvation comes along and forge ahead. 

 Oh….  did I mention Elena is gone (Elena the chicken , remember?) that means I won right?. Chicken -3 (she got two extra points for almost pecking me when I went to give her food and she would have if I hadn’t pulled a James Bond. The struggle was real people,it was real )   Human -Forever

What do you call yours? 

R&P 10.07.2016

Tried to post my random logs but it felt off,tried to write a poem and couldn’t either. I can read though so i think I’ll just go back to the book am currently reading; Warm bodies and hope I’ll be out of the funk by tomorrow, maybe I’ll write a review. Spoilers free of course or maybe not depends.


Mix of sun and clouds more cloud than sun. If wishes were horses I’ll wish for ice cream right now .