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Times when you just want to be alone ?

To make everything about you

To not have to worry about other people’s opinion

No obligations ,no duty to fulfill

Just yourself to please

To sit in corner of the room, lights dimmed

Not doing anything, just sitting down

Thinking about everything or nothing

Very rare moments

Life has a funny way of sticking pins in your bubbles tho

Sometimes your company is the only crowd you need

Forgive the ramblings of a……..what?










Proverbs 23:29–35



Saying 19

29 Who has woe? Who has sorrow?

Who has strife? Who has complaints?

Who has needless bruises? Who has bloodshot eyes?

30 Those who linger over wine,v

who go to sample bowls of mixed wine.

31 Do not gaze at wine when it is red,

when it sparkles in the cup,

when it goes down smoothly!

32 In the end it bites like a snake

and poisons like a viper.

33 Your eyes will see strange sights,

and your mind will imagine confusing things.

34 You will be like one sleeping on the high seas,

lying on top of the rigging.

35 “They hit me,” you will say, “but I’m not hurt!

They beat me, but I don’t feel it!

When will I wake up

so I can find another drink?”




I felt the car welcome me as I stepped inside

Surrounded by steel and leather I feel at home

With a deep breath I inhale

The amazing smell of oil and everything that is this car

Hands to the key I felt the surge of energy

Pure, raw and uncut

I dare not turn the key

I dare not start

As much as I want to

Oh ! I want to

But I must not

Cuz I know at the end of the road is a ditch

And there’s no way to avoid it

But I itch to try

To be wild if only for a moment

Drive away without looking back

Forgetting  everything about being responsible

To let go and drift

But  nobody drift upstream I hear

Only downstream

Sometimes ignorance can be bliss

And knowledge a burden

Uneasy lies the head that wears the crown

And the struggle of the journey is what makes the destination worth it

But I wish…….

Turning the key I hear  it roar to life

Just a notch and……..

Down girl

I turned it off and stepped out

Unfucking easy is the head that wears the crown



When will I accept it’s over

Dreaming about a love that will never be

When will my heart stop beating for you

When will I let go and move on

When will I forget and accept

Accept that you’ll never be mine

Please tell me if you know

That’s the least you could do for me

Each day you break my heart afresh

And I can’t even hate you for it

I must be a masochist

That is the only explanation I can give for still loving you