Do I have to ?
Do I have to ?
Times when you just want to be alone ?
To make everything about you
To not have to worry about other people’s opinion
No obligations ,no duty to fulfill
Just yourself to please
To sit in corner of the room, lights dimmed
Not doing anything, just sitting down
Thinking about everything or nothing
Very rare moments
Life has a funny way of sticking pins in your bubbles tho
Sometimes your company is the only crowd you need
Forgive the ramblings of a……..what?
I wanna see the world
I wanna own the world
My world at least
But ……….. Continue reading
29 Who has woe? Who has sorrow?
Who has strife? Who has complaints?
Who has needless bruises? Who has bloodshot eyes?
30 Those who linger over wine,v
who go to sample bowls of mixed wine.
31 Do not gaze at wine when it is red,
when it sparkles in the cup,
when it goes down smoothly!
32 In the end it bites like a snake
and poisons like a viper.
33 Your eyes will see strange sights,
and your mind will imagine confusing things.
34 You will be like one sleeping on the high seas,
lying on top of the rigging.
35 “They hit me,” you will say, “but I’m not hurt!
They beat me, but I don’t feel it!
When will I wake up
so I can find another drink?”
I felt the car welcome me as I stepped inside
Surrounded by steel and leather I feel at home
With a deep breath I inhale
The amazing smell of oil and everything that is this car
Hands to the key I felt the surge of energy
Pure, raw and uncut
I dare not turn the key
I dare not start
As much as I want to
Oh ! I want to
But I must not
Cuz I know at the end of the road is a ditch
And there’s no way to avoid it
But I itch to try
To be wild if only for a moment
Drive away without looking back
Forgetting everything about being responsible
To let go and drift
But nobody drift upstream I hear
Sometimes ignorance can be bliss
And knowledge a burden
Uneasy lies the head that wears the crown
And the struggle of the journey is what makes the destination worth it
But I wish…….
Turning the key I hear it roar to life
Just a notch and……..
I turned it off and stepped out
Unfucking easy is the head that wears the crown
When will I accept it’s over
Dreaming about a love that will never be
When will my heart stop beating for you
When will I let go and move on
When will I forget and accept
Accept that you’ll never be mine
Please tell me if you know
That’s the least you could do for me
Each day you break my heart afresh
And I can’t even hate you for it
I must be a masochist
That is the only explanation I can give for still loving you
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